tearing, i'm here. it cuts, it hurts, it's tearing me up inside.
and it will be just me and my books from now on.
my choice, and i shall brave thru everything alone. and with the help of God.
who knows that this day would come. so unexpectedly.
things always happen unexpectedly.
3yrs 6 months. i thank you for every second of it. no matter what.

and i kneel to pray.